Do Unto

People don’t understand that their actions or lack thereof can set an alcoholic back 5 years or a cutter back 5 years as well.

I get it you want to move on but fuck, don’t screw over the person who has never harmed you in any way, who never called you names. Always treated you kindly and opened up to you. Gave you parts of me I’ve never attempted to give anyone and what do you do with my parts. You toss them in a pile, dump lighter fluid on them and set them on fire as all my parts turn to ash.

Do you understand the phrase “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you”? Yeah, you must.

Yet, here you are treating me like I’m garbage. Like, you never saying “your home for me”.

Ah, I don’t wish karma on anyone not even you. Everything will right itself at some point.

I am hurting badly to the point my best friend wants to fly to me.

Eventually I’ll heal but unfortunately for the next person to want to come in and love me the way you claimed to love me will have a hard time getting through my walls.

I don’t pity you.

One day I’ll forgive you.

Today I want to spit on you.

But, I’m better than that. Always have been.