To Give Up

To give into the stress by hand,

How selfish I could’ve been,

To break the hearts of my friends and family,

Who am I to want to end the gift I’ve been given so gracefully,

To let many down through the overdosed seizure, I had on the ground,

As angels weeped over my spasming body,

I'm lucky to still be alive through that horrific time,

The saddest part of the whole story I was only 17 years old, and I wanted nothing more than to end my own life of future gold.