Times LIke These
It’s times like these that make me question
Question why I feel this way
Question why I chose this path
I don’t understand why the pain is so strong
The only thing I know is how to react to pain
In a negative way
To hurt
To cut
To feel pain that I feel on the inside show on the outside
To release the demons
The demons inside of me
I need a release that’s better for me
One that won’t ultimately kill me
One that will make me happy
One that will make me smile every single day
In times like these I need someone close
I need to feel loved
But it’s the opposite
I feel like shit
I feel worthless
And maybe I am worthless
But that doesn’t mean I’m not worth saving
In times like these I wanna disappear
I don’t wanna exist
I wanna be gone
So don’t miss me
And if you do I’m sorry