me(lancholy).

dear me,

"you were the hardest lesson i ever had to learn"

the biggest, most bitter pill i had to swallow.

that no matter how many gulps of water i drink,

you never seem to go down as smoothly as the others.

you don't want to fall short, but you don't go the extra mile either.

you want to be known, but you keep acting like a stranger.

things aren't going to move if you won't take a step.

fear isn't your friend, and sadness isn't your home.

ego isn't holding you up, it's pulling you down.

you couldn't catch shooting stars because your rope wasn't long enough.

couldn't reach heaven because the tippy toes are in pain.

you shouldn't let things happen to yourself.

you should let yourself make things that happen to you.

i drowned in the river of styx.

i didn't think the heel would be as big as you.