Don’t worry about that.
Don’t go any further!
Thinking about whether you love yourself or hate yourself are just the same . it comes from the same defective process of focusing on the self as a way to avoid dealing with things . confrontations that we have. Difficulties, things we try to put away and delay are the source.
Somewhere in our evolution we developed this absurd notion that we need to think about ourselves instead of doing positive things for ourselves. It’s not like there isn’t stuff to do. It’s just that emotionally we prefer to focus on the center rather than the outside.
Self-haters and self loving narcissists are failing to see that they have lost time and many chances of happiness just because they concerned themselves with whether they are happy or not.
Do I love myself is a stupid question. It’s looking at the mirror while the house is burning.
Look around you! There is so much joy and happiness, that you can bring to yourself and to others if you just stop looking in the mirror and get on with life.