Pale blue vision.
This is the color of Death Cab
and cloudy vision.
I was hoping for someone like you all my life, the blue-green depths of rightness,
of surety, of the absolute
that accompanies the ignorance
of not having lived long enough
to scar then heal.
I’ve found the ocean
but I could never find the courage
to even hope for solid ground.
Then one day, like a pulsing vision,
like a vivid memory of being a child
that beats the heart into rhythm,
you arrived.
But I wasn’t ready.
I hadn’t learned how to give myself away
in equal parts heart and mind.
I only knew how to run,
which was enough for everything
I’ve had to face before now.
But it seems it’s no longer enough,
and I’m at a loss.
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