finally.

here i am.

alive at that 4:50am cliche, but for once

i’m here.

i’m finally in the motherfucking moment.

I’m finally in that beautiful purgatory.

that magical place between drunk and sober.

the moments between the damned weariness of each day.

the moments between the horror of reality.

so i’ll keep this one short

because here i fucking go.

i finally have something to write

something at last

threatening to burst out of my very being

and god himself

could do this feeling no fucking justice.