So Disrespectful

The sun is rising with no regard for my pain or loss

People are still moving forward in their day to day lives

While my world is disintigrating

I keep reaching up hoping for a hand to reach back

And pull me from the rubble of my razed expectations

But the reach is painful

And I can't hold out for long periods

Waiting for that hand to draw me out

So I sink back in

Watching the world pass by

So disrespectful