Regret

You were my everything before

That terrible event

But now we are no more

Your message clearly sent

"We are no longer

What we used to be

For it seems that you

Love him more than me."

But I never loved him any more greatly

No, I never loved him at all

I was simply flattered in the moment

That's when it started to fall

I thought I was in love

With our suicidal friend

But I always loved you most

He and I were just pretend

He tricked me into thinking

I could live without your love

But now I break down with sorrow

From just thinking of

That moment that I spent with him

The briefest kiss we shared

I told you immediately

For I knew it wasn't fair

He manipulated me

He didn't even know

He might hurt himself

If I said no

So I didn't say yes

But I couldn't say no

This I confess

And is all I know

I've spilled forth my regrets

Please forgive me

I don't ask that you take me back

But just... Remember me