I finally find it
Hello! My name is Jordan and I’m a nonbinary gal. I use they/them but I don’t mind she/her, although I much prefer they/them. I plan on changing my middle name to Scout because I really like how it sounds. I like my first name too much to change it to Scout but I would like to be called Scout as a nickname. I don’t experience dysphoria because I think my body is perfect for me. I definitely experience gender euphoria when people use they/them pronouns for me though! I want to cut my hair so that when it’s down it’s a bob and when it’s up it’s a man bun with shaved sides. I’m about to graduate high school with a good friend of mine, he’s here by the name @dominospice but I know him as Percy. He is my best friend and has seen huge changes in me throughout high school. I’m grateful to have him as a friend. I’ve been looking for good books with nonbinary main characters and I’m currently reading I Wish You All the Best by Mason Deaver! It is super good so far and I really resonate with the main character Ben. Their thought process is a lot like mine and their parents are like my mom too. Although I haven’t come out to my mom yet and I’m still in the house, I really understand them. I also have been looking for TV shows and movies with enby characters! I just got caught up with She-Ra the reboot and I love Double Trouble! They’re so chaotic that I love them. I’m also chaotic neutral so I guess that’s why I like them so much. Also who doesn’t love a shapeshifting drama queen? Anyways that’s my spiel about stuff. Have a good day everyone!