bittersweet

That's the funny thing about unhealthy addictions, you know?

You're glad that it's over but you miss the release it gave you. No matter how many other toxic things were attatched to it. It's hard not to go back...ngl. It almost feels like a comfort item or a security blanket that someone snatched away because you became "too attached." And you know it's for the best and you know what you were doing is wrong; you just forget that.

especially when you miss it.