The Chase

I felt your energy before I saw you. Wild, fierce and strong. When I realized it was you I was a bit taken back. Utterly curious about you, I needed to know more. So I made it my mission to figure you out. Little by little I start putting the pieces together I could grasp. Straws. How could I ever figure everything I need to know with mere moments we had together with so much time between each meeting. It wasn’t enough. I wanted more. Needed more. It started to bleed into other parts of my day to day. Thoughts of you. I tried to shake it. The more I heard and learned here and there just intensified my need to know more about you.

Absolutely frustrating. But now, after all this time, I realized it may all have been a waste. I do not doubt there is more teeming underneath that beautiful surface. I felt it, but you aren’t ready to let anyone in. To truly know you. For my own sanity I must abandon my quest. At least in action, my mind will be stuck on you for a while, ever stubborn, unwilling to give up the chase.