why.

i gave myself to you

you and your lies

every time i wanted to leave

i found myself believing you

again

and

again

i only wanted to feel love

to feel how they felt

in the movies

but you tore me down

exposed all my insecurities

controlled me

you forced me to hate myself

more than i already did

i thought i needed you

to feel something

anything

all i felt was unwanted

i only wanted to feel love