the things you’ve said

"you don't know how to enjoy life anymore"

you are not wrong.

you are not wrong.

i don't remember what happy feels like

and if i did

i'd feel like it didn't belong.

"you're not helping yourself"

you are wrong.

i am doing everything i can,

schoolhomeworkjobtherapychorestalkingwriting

plus breathing.

you just don't understand.

"i'm fucking sick of you being sad"

"i'm so damn tired of dealing with you"

"you aren't even trying to get better"

"i can't live like this"

"if you die, i die with you"

so am i.

i know.

i am.

me either.

i'm sorry.