Dear diary

When you have two sources of income what's the point of not having fun, it's funny how I gave shorty my all to receive one word answers finally had enough courage to leave her alone now she's liking everything on my fb page, now I'm smoking cigarettes like this shit is helping me but when you have no one to talk to sometimes you chill with your enemy, working everyday staying busy to hind the pain, I hate my best friends girlfriend but he loves her who am I to interfere, I'm thinking of all the girls I had relationships and how we became estranged maybe it was my fault I let the liquor drive me insane, but when lq is the fountain of youth how can I not take a sip of the truth, why I cant have the girls that I want how come we have to wait for the truth/light to come out of the dark, dear diary these are just my thoughts