Just a thought

And it would be so different if I could bend the rules. If I could decipher the limits that steer me away. If I could examine the variables that shape those boundaries. There would be no point left for this sadness. The sun would rise and it would fall the way that it was meant to. I’d be standing there with my eyes wide open. I’d be taking in every moment of my own experience. But I’m afraid that I cannot change these facts.. and I’m terrified that I cannot undo what has been done. I’m trying so hard, and I know that it’s too much. I’m fading so fast, and I know that it’s not enough.

Maybe.. somehow things will all work out.

All I have left is my faith at this point anyway..