I guess being lucky means you never felt /that/ pain. That pain that comes from your guts and makes you want to throw up, and all the air leaves your lungs too suddenly. That pain that makes your legs shake and you can no longer stand, so you just fall to your knees sobbing and crying, because it hurts. It hurts so much, you would do anything to stop it. That pain that makes you physically tired because you've been crying for so long. That pain I feel when I think about you.