Me without me

When I think about my past memories all my past faults come first into my mind. Maybe it’s because I always feel guilty about my faults,but even I felt guilty I don’t try to deny those faults and accept that I’m wrong.

But there’s a person I want to forget completely but I can’t because he changed my life.

I was a bad tempted person. When I got mad at someone I started to sob that make the situation even worse.

But when I got mad at someone he used to say “you can yell at me until you’re satisfied” When day by day passed I felt guilty to yell at him, so I started to control my self. Firstly it seeme impossible, but however I did it.

Even he left me after broke my soul into innumerable pieces.I still can’t get mad at him. Maybe without him my life surely will change. Still I can’t completely recover from the pain he gave to me.But I’m thankful for his help to get rid of my worst habit.

Without him I’ll be furious girl yell at everyone for every single mistakes with teary eyes.