Self Love

Starting to realize I didn't have to be so hard

On myself, life is enough of hell, I'm starved

Bent, broken; carved right into my arms

Everything I love about me is my art

That's a start, gotta climb to higher rungs

Bells been rung still standing strong

Nothing wrong with being wrong

Falling down, just no giving up your sword

Word to the ghost that haunt my core

Demons married my angels, wings tangled

Halo use to sit high now dangles

Faded though I look dangerous

Searching for truth through hatred

I'll be better tomorrow I bet

Been around the bend, back again

Threw my regrets at a blenders head

Too ready for my coffins threads

Old enough to know I'm still a young kid

Kicking rocks and belching sins

This trip around the sun is a flirt

Keeps me ten toes down and turnt

Up and down till I'm out and burnt

Scatter my ashes with wild ferns

Yes I'm blessed and that is my curse

Depression taking what I earn

Flipping pages through my comic haven

Ripping dabs and misbehaving

If I go before I wake please don't shake me