Picture Perfect

I miss tangible things

Been numb so long I feel

Nothing when I bleed

Use to let it rush through veins

Now drugs occupy space

I kiss snakes kick angels

Flip cups and clear angles

Watch my back with snipers

Vipers from out the jungle

Time and space is a juggle

I'm magic to you muggles

Tragic when I fumble

Not the usual, close to the pull

Ripe ride in my soul, I'm full

Hungry sharks get to rule

Momma raised alotta things

Not a fool, covered in pain

Words my paint, Picasso ways

Tried my best to explain away

Ghost are still all I trace

Habits have me by the face

Punching teeth to my brain

Love me anyway

Brothers are memories to me

Red flags my forte

Tried my best to die young, close to forty

No best plans laid I pick up pieces

Rearange till picture perfect