Woman I’m Holding

Never been enough for the woman that I’m holding

Not even the Queen of hearts I’m betting that she knows me

For what I am, a mirage of a dam

Gonna burst any second & flow hard

Show up and go shark

Let loose the tiger in residential parks

She’s not proud of my lose it all

I’m trying to change rearranging parts

Rusted, superglued in place

Never thought I’d make it to the race

Starved my horse left my barn in disrepair

Always shaded from the glare, aviator stare

I know baby it’s hard to tell I care

All my fucks get tucked into my gun

That’s a boy that’s been on the run

Now the man in me is testing fate for fun

Trust is not my crutch hard to lean on anyone

Got guts & blood like anyone why am I so tough

Sometime you know I wish I could give up

Never who I was, too much getting up moving on

Perfects motions watch me roll this blunt

Then kick & shove all the ones I love

Whiskey river blood, brain overheats without the flood

Never been enough for ones I’m holding

Not even the borg queen wants a chance at molding