It is all dull
When they close me
No air, no sound
No spark of light
Comes from that small window
Covered by spider webs.
All is silent,
The world loses existence.
It is me and him
And the solitude
He reminds me of in my ears.
They say with abhorrence
That all I utter is fear.
But, I saw its hands reach me
And I loathe him;
More than they loathe me.
They say I invite evil
Yet evil has befallen on me.
They say they detest it
When I scream.
But I detest it far more
When he finds his way
To my soul
When he reaches
Those aching wounds
And daggers them with mockery.
They say that
They will keep me there,
That I mustn't scream
But I scream!
I scream when he takes
That veil of darkness
And covers me
It is impossible to breathe
I scream and he laughs
They shout at me,
He laughs.