I drown, going deeper and deeper

I struggle to swim despite my filled lungs

But as I try to swim, the pull down into the depths increased

It is like I have no other choice

Like a game

I have to play it the way the creator want

My insides are screaming for life

But my body isn't willing to comply

I am lazy but it sounds like more

Like a paralysing force

That puts my body in lockdown

Unable to struggle any longer

I drown deeper and deeper

My insides giving up with a thought

'Is this what my life is worth?'