An angels hour

A broken promise in the wind

the swiftness of life rolling by

i lost you

i gained you

i loved you

i hated you

i.....i....

you lied to me

you protected me

i did not know as that poison pumped through your veins

i did not know that your body was killing you

i lost my love

i gained awareness of life

i hated the secrets, the deception, the lies the c....c....ca.....can......cance......MONSTER!!

i loved your hope, your tenacity, your bravery, you smile

your never ending smile

even into to arms of death your smile was my peace, my medicine, my motivation, my Life

To emmy:

May angels carry you to sleep

In the river of the deep

As you fly on angels wings

May my heart and memories sing

As I watch you on your way

We will meet again some day

At dawn of my final hour

In this field of hopeful flowers

May we reunite in love

As I leave for you above

I will see you in a while

Hold for me that hopeful smile