If only

I wake up and

I see the familiar sight

of the back of your head

with my hand reaching out

You keep walking further

Everytime I take a step towards you

Everytime I grasp the tips of your fingers

You retract your hand

You're walking the path of the lonely like me

But you never look back

You're looking for love like me

But you're only looking at what's in front of you

You feel like you wanna be embraced

So you look for a person near you

But you never see my open arms

Waiting to hug you when you're scared

Accept you when you feel undeserving

Catch you're falling

Love you when you need to feel loved

If I stop the time would I be able to reach you

If I stop the time can I stay here holding you

Finally being able to touch you

And grasp you after chasing you for so long

Can you just give me this

Even if it's just for a second

Even if it's just the tips of your fingers

or the edge of your shirt

Stop the time

Can you give me this

even if it's just a glance

Or a look back

Even if it's just a hint of a smile

Stop the time