Emotional disaster
Torturing myself looking at the new pictures of you
Seeing you look at him the way I looked at you
Wondering if everything was a lie
Of course the promises were
Of course the promises were
But wondering if the looks you gave me were a lie
If the sensual touches
The nights curled into each other
The opening of our hearts
The sharing of our baggage
You crying on me,
Me crying in front of another person
For the first time in years
Was it all a lie?
Was every moment spent holding each other a lie?
Was the laughter?
My lips on your neck, my hands on your back and thigh, was it all a lie?
Why
It's what I keep asking myself
Why
Baring my soul to you
More honesty flowing through me
More genuine responses than I had ever given anyone
Our relationship was based on deception
I guess I always knew that nothing good could come of it
A part of me still wants to know, even though I never will
Won't ever get that sense of closure
Was your love a lie?