missing you
you were their from the beginning. the laughs, the jokes, the good times and the bad ones too. we shared tears and secrets. we shared everything.
when your heart gave its final beat, my mind felt it too. your photo that is in my locker makes my heart shatter, like a china tea cup when it breaks.
you were my everything. my friend, my sister, my hero.
your voice is something i would recognise wherever i go. i still wait in my bed everynight hoping you will come by and tuck me in, kissing me on my head with a soft goodnight as you turned on my night light. i have done it from the day you died.
you have never come. but i still wait.
a laugh, unique - like a fiddler and his fiddle.
anyone who you met, you made them feel amazing. you made everyone feel amazing.
when times were hard for me, you were always there. when i skinned my knee when i was four years old, unsure of what the red runny liquid was, you were there, explaining to me what it was.
but now i am older then you ever got to be. when you passed away, as i have grown older i always have thought about what you did when you were my age. but you never got to be 14. i am scared, with nowhere to go.
For Samina's comp on WtW but would like some feedback from others too.
Personal piece, please be kind x