estranged

we walk the same halls in opposite universes

you smile at the girl and i smile at the boy

i used to be there on the rare times you cried

now i walk away from it frequently

you told me everything and i tried to help

but now i push you away and you do the same

i think of you a lot

but its mostly about what you did

they say you are trying but i dont see it

i see the same broken doll

fragile and hurt and afraid

i see the same fake smile day after day

when no one else realizes it

maybe im just good at noticing those things

or maybe its because you want me to

i catch the long glances you take when im not looking

i see the sadness in your eyes

but im not sure what you want

maybe someday things will change

i can tell you want them to

and if its meant to happen it will

but one day time will run out

and we will be left with nothing

somedays i like to pretend im not scared

but thats a lie

im very scared

i try to avoid it because i dont know what will happen

and that frightens me a lot

i guess this is how it will be

its up to you to change it now