Status Update

April 17th, 2020, 2:37 AM

I'm sorry God.

I'm sorry.

Just let it all end

before my best friend

leaves me behind

to soak up the Cali sun.

Let it all be done

so I can have one more crazy night filled with

fun

with her.

Let it be done

before she leaves,

and before the stitches I sewed her heart with come undone.

Let this pandemic end

before I lose the girl who's lend

me her hand for almost 3 years.

Let it be over

before my smiles become nothing but

salty, watery tears.

Please God.

She means so much to me...

I'm afraid to have her hand let

go of mine.

Because she is the one

who walked me through the stop

and go signs of life.