It is terrifying

to think of a day when

you won’t be here,

with me...

when the memories of us

will be permanently buried

and long forgotten...

It is alarming

to even think of a moment

wherein I won’t be able

to remember you anymore...

my heart aches and soul bleeds,

desperately trying to find you

in everything I see, hear and touch.

It is scary to envision

my tomorrows without you.

But misfortune favors me,

and all of this may very soon

manifest into reality, for

I don’t know how to tell you

that I love you, my dearest...

and I don’t know how to

ask you to stay.

But I hope you do,

anyway.

~Love.