I’m fine

Sit

Ponder

Stare

Wonder

Sad

Chest tightens

Eyes water

Tears

Hyperventilating

Can’t breathe

Not okay

Sit in my room

Door closed

Listen to music

Drown my thoughts

They come back stronger

Tsunami of emotion

Stop this pain

I’m begging

Tears

I’m broken

I’m tired

Emotionless

Numb

Wipe the tears

Make up on

Hair done

Big smile

Lots of laughter

Supportive

Sweet

Great listener

Dad says

Are you okay?

Yeah dad, I’m great.

You can always talk to me, I love you

I know, I love you too. I promise, I’m doing really good.

Smile for no reason

Laugh but it’s not funny

Listen but I’m in another world

No one will ever know

I’ll never show it

Walk in my room

It’s a mess

No appetite

Look in the mirror

Eyes start to water

Pain from the inside

Takes over

Drink

Smoke

Pills

Slice your arm

Hide

Hold it in

Life has been great, thanks for asking.

Shoot a smile

Don’t you think that line is getting old

But tell me, how is yours? I can’t wait to hear all about it

Ashamed to admit

I am not fine.