Just a call
Ten inbox messages
Ten unread inbox messages
Is it just me or the phone seems heavier nowadays?
My fingers too numb?
The call button too far away?
Ten inbox messages
For me?
I’m surprised they responded
Though we do share a past
A past of smiles and arguments and notes passed in class
I... am surprised they responded
Because the past is... in the past
Ten inbox messages
A constant vague pressure in my head
It wouldn’t even take five minutes
Just five minutes to reply or probably make a call...
Five minutes to tell them I miss them and I still cherish the times we spent together
...Five endless minutes
Ten inbox messages
Still waiting
Unread
I want to reply
Because I do miss them
Value them
But, not yet-
Not now.
For now...it is just me
Just me and the phone which seems too heavy...