HeLp Me PlEaSe

The walls are creeping closer,

and the room is a carousel.

My eyes and stare is blank,

and I jump at noises only I can hear.

I mutter and murmur,

and they all ask what I say.

But I always say "Nothing"

since I hadn't realized I spoke aloud.

I bang my head against the wall,

but I barely notice.

I'm to engrossed in my thoughts;

the world is just some backround noise.

They ask me any I answer,

but then they ask me again.

How do they never hear?

Or did I just not speak?

Did you hear that?

It must have been nothing.

There it is again!

What's wrong with my ears?

I can't see, I can't breath.

The world is swimming,

but I haven't put on my goggles!

Why is my brain so fuzzy?

I just shrug it off,

or reason with myself.

But I can't ignore the truth.

I can't ignore what's wrong with my mind.