What if

I lie awake wondering maybe just maybe

the ghost in my room knows I am suffering

No one else notices

But maybe he does

Maybe he knows everything I have been through

Maybe he has put the knife just out reach

He knows my mind and my mind is dark

It is filled with sad and depressing thoughts

Oh, but he

He knows

What it is like to go unoticed, not cared for

He knows neglect

And maybe he has been helping

But who really knows

Are their ghosts, spirits, angels, or devils

Is there an afterlife

Maybe I want to believe he’s here to help

But what if they were right

As I am sitting in my hospital bed maybe they were right

Maybe I am crazy and just hallucinating

But what if I am not

What if