Love: Thine Destroyer
The first time I saw you my whole body seized!
Your gaze drew me closer like tides in the sea
Like a sweet summer breeze that brings life to the leaves
My heart beats like some thunder succumb to her pleas
Sweeped off my feet and now down on my knees
Begging you please!!
But a waste of my time...
Still I turn to my lines, and cut them up fine..
Cause comfort in blunder will be all that I find.
Where were the signs?
I must have been blind or stuck right behind, all of the barriers you would force me to climb
Still....For you, all I have is my love like the song by sublime
It's what I got!!!!
I Still get sick from the thought
You know what I've been through you know your my rock
Let's not get into the reasons we fought
I mean you called the cops
Thrown to the wolves and fed to the crocs.
But black says the pot to the kettle
Was too young to settle, I always would tell you
Or act like I had the busiest schedule
Still, you rocked my boat in the hopes of sinking my vessel
Wrote in my notes like my quotes lived through you, as if your their vessel
Thoughts of our fights back in forth in my mind they would wrestle
Thoughts of the times we would kiss how I️ miss every freckle
Thought of you just as my rose..till you ripped of the petals
If love is but a battlefield, where are my medals ?
Because I have fought for you just like a case in a court that was federal
Ignorance is but a bliss how I wish, I️ wasn’t your best fool...
That’s why im sorry to bug you, or just bust your bubble, your beauty it buckles and I was in trouble the moment you glanced at me ever so subtle
Knew I would fight for you till I bloodied my knuckles
You strongarmed my heart without any muscle
That’s why..
I am an insomniac
I keep losing track of what life is, lifeless..
That is always how I feel
Look for something real, but usually it is fake so I wait till they yank the reel
Stay concealed, from this point on emotions are what I can't reveal
Standing still, alone in this white abyss
Mindlessness, do not know the day or what time it is
Why is this?
Because of Vicodins, and now the cycle spins
"Addict" is what they title him
Self Entitlement!?...
More like, lack there of....
Or simply her lack of love.....
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