Broken
Days go by without me thinking
People walking through my life
In n out without a care in the world
I don't know why they're always leaving
It's hurts so bad I wish I was dreaming
I wish I could smile without crying
It hurts so bad I feel like I'm dying
I need an angel to come from above
And make me realize
Realize that life is worth living
Feeling nothing hurts
The pain is unbearable
This shit if fucking terrible
The one I care about
Cares nothing about me
I wish life would just work out perfectly
But nothing is ever that orderly
Days go by without me thinking
I know I need to stop drinking
But it is the only way to soothe the pain
The pain inside my head
I just hope I don't end up dead
Some people try reaching out
Sometimes it’s not soon enough
Suicide’s a real thing
I just don’t want it to be me
I feel like I need help
But no one is there to help me
I just sit alone and cry
Wishing I was another guy
Another person
Someone happy who never cried
Someone who could deal with the pain inside
The pain gets stronger
The feelings last longer
There may come a day
Where I can’t take it any longer
I pray that day to never come
I pray for a way to overcome
I pray for my life to take a turn
In the way that I won’t want it to be done
I can’t take this pain any longer
This is my apology for anyone who cared
For anyone who stepped forward and tried to help
For anyone who is deeply hurt
But the pain I feel can’t be helped
Just hold onto till the day comes
Where it’s too much
On that day I will be done
Thank you all for trying
Maybe next time you will stop lying
Acting like you care
Acting like you’re there
Maybe next time
Just maybe