Failure isn’t an F
Failure feels like the step taken
That sends you over the edge
Slipping toward the green of the trees
Failure feels like waking up
Next to bloodied streets
Pills in the pocket
Without a drop of water to take them
Failure feels like hands around the throat
Eyes burned into the brain
As life slips away
While the lungs turn to ice
Failure feels like looking at an old photo
Guilt for not picking up the phone
Because he was dying and you were gone
You were busy and he was falling
Empty-handed and alone
Failure feels like watching tv
All of the youth dying
The cities burning
The rich thriving
Failure feels like a pen
Repeating instead of correcting
Mistakes of the past
Permanence lasting too long
Failure feels like an empty cup
Some say it's still full of air
But the liquor is gone