rabbit hole.
i close my eyes,
and down i fall,
to where truth lies,
and silence calls.
surrounded by darkness,
inside of the light,
i am flightless
yet i try with all my might.
i can’t escape
this rabbit hole,
but can i reshape
my twisted soul?
can i change my ways?
if i do, will i fly?
so i go at it for days,
but nothing happens, why?
so down i fall,
forever and ever.
i can stall
but it’s a hopeless endeavor.
i’m still falling down this black pit,
where voices fill my mind.
i can try to talk and sit,
but i can’t promise they’ll be kind.
people say i should be positive,
and maybe that’ll work.
but i am still not talkative,
these shadows, they still lurk.
so without wings,
i can’t get out,
there are no kings
to erase my doubt.
i scream your name,
and i yell loudly,
i know it’s lame
and quite cowardly.
but please, oh please,
won’t you lend your hand?
grab the keys
and let’s take a stand.
you’d fly me out of here,
and to the moon.
i’d have nothing to fear,
though i know you’d leave soon.
but you’re not with me,
so i have to fend for myself.
black as far i can see,
so happiness, farewell.
edit: definitely not my best poem ever, super sorry for the lack of creativity put into it! i kinda rushed it so i'd have something to post.