Prison Break

Could this finally be my way out? I am so nervous and the butterflies in my stomach are killing me. This could be my only way out and I am not preppared. Well the only thing I can do is dive in head firstd. The worst response is no, but I am not ready to be stuck down again. What am I doing wrong? Well i sure wish it wasn't this stressful. I am ready for a change and this could benfit me in the long run; I have to do what is best for me not anyone else. Well time to attack this head on. Wish me luck!!!!