we’re done, you cheated, i’m (attempting) to move on
you're already-
checked out.
were a long time ago. & i don't
know why you stayed, if there's
more pain than loving most days.
tell me,
why shoud i give my all,
when the relationship is failing
(and it's all your fault)?
yes, yes, yes,
i love you
but it took time so
perhaps, i can learn
not to?
you broke me too.
but, oh honey-
you're the only one that can
break you. how can i break
something you never gave me
fully? there's no butterfingers
when the hands are empty.
no,
you broke you.
i'll tell you this, what
hurt the most: learning you
cheated through someone else.
so pack the memories &
leave my life behind.
i refuse to act caring to
the man who used repackaged words
he whispered to another, while still
convincing me he only,
liked the taste of my mouth.
let's have another chance,
it won't happen again.
go feed your lies to someone else.
i'll never know my own worth, but
i know it's more than dating a hoe
with a magnet mouth. so attratch your
own diseases and leave me out-
'cause i'm over second chances and
the easy (temporary) way out. i was safe
& i know that's the only reason you
'stayed' with one foot in (and one foot
out). but believe me,
when i say,
your life's at risk
if you dare
touch me
again.