Suicidal
I dislike this on and off feeling
One time I feel like I am on top of the world
And other,at the bottom of the world
I want to seek help
But what exactly would I say
I can’t really describe it with words
I feel like darkness is crawling in but I can't seem to come into light
I know what I am meant to do
But I can't bring myself to do it
But I can't bring myself to do iit
My pois self is clawing begging to be set free
But I just can't let it out
And I also can't let it stay
I am confused
I know that suicide isn't the answer
But why does it come to my mind repeatedly
Why does it wander back no matter how many times I cast it out
Cause I can only feel suicidal
But I am to weak to commit suicide
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