Prayers

She answered my prayers

I’m not a religious type, but I did pray for this

Or did I meditate?

I know my mom had definitely prayed for her,

she had told me

So after she had met her, moms had prayed for her children

And I know moms wanted me to add a Panda to the crew

I’m sorry mom, but that’s not cool--

even though it crossed my mind too!

From the beginning, text messages that had went into the ether

Which made me prayer for her that much more,

or was it meditate? You know I’m not religious!

To my prayers being answered, and she’s giving me an actual date

I got to listen to hear, not her words--but her body and soul

And not to be confused with some R. Kelly shit,

but her body and soul was crying out for patience and understanding

So I had prayed for the strength and emotional durability to love this prayer answered

I know it wasn’t meditation, because I had called on the lord’s help constantly

And YOU know I’m not religious!

So I had prayed for the patience to give my dream personified,

in hopes that we’ll become a front that’s unified

I had asked her friends to give me insight

I had asked my friends for insight

I had asked myself for foresight

Then I had asked her again, and she broke up with me

So here I am praying...I think...

or maybe meditating...it’s got to be something--you know I'm not religious.