Brain Throw-up

I pluck grass while laying in it.

"I don't need validation" but I'll cling to it like a leach.

"I don't care what they think" but l exceeded each expectation.

"I am honest" but I'm Apate when it comes to myself.

I stare up at the blue sky.

I don't know why; she can't answer my questions.

I look to you

and I feel more lost now.

I wish to be perfect in the most imperfect sense,

I wish to do things rightfully, always.

My only problem is-

there just happens to be something wrong with everything,

perfection is a myth.

Well, fuck this.

Footnotes:

In Greek mythology, Apate is the personification of deceit.

Footnotes:

In Greek mythology, Apate is the personification of deceit.hology, Apate is the personification of deceit.