I honestly dont know

Dear crush,

Hello from your weird friend. From the girl that helps you with your homework cause you’re smart but just like everyone else you need a little help once in a while.

I would like to tell you, as briefly as possible, everything that I know as well as what I don’t know.

Here’s what I know. You care. You care about everyone, including me so thank you. I also know that I like talking to you despite your strange sense of humour. I know that you hate socializing just as much as I do. I know that despite being busy you’ll make time to watch the anime I asked you to watch. I know that even though you constantly say no, you’ll learn the song I asked you to learn and last but certainly not the least; I know you like her.

It was an assumption at first but after watching you, as I usually do, I saw it was true. She’s lovely really. She’s one of my favourite people and I know that if she liked you too you’d be a nice couple.

Here’s what I don’t know. You’ve been giving me an awful lot of attention lately but of course she still receives more. You’ve been watching me, maybe because you noticed me watching you. If you ignored me or gave me a normal amount of attention I’m sure I could get over you. I just don’t know if I want to. If you actually told me you liked me I don’t know what I would say. So I don’t even know what I want from you.

Confusing thoughts aside, I’d like to thank you for talking to me and for being my friend. For noticing when I sat alone cause my best friend didn’t come to school and I felt out of place with my friends. For checking on me then and making sure I was fine. Thank you and all the best with your getting her to like you(I think you’re making progress).

Sincerely, me.