Advice to 20 year old me:

Be kind to yourself

Make choices for yourself, not others

Get help- you know you need it

Breathe, everytime you feel the pressure of the world on your shoulders

Keep working on confidence (still not sure if that’s coming but one can only hope)

It’s not as terrible as you think to fail, it’s worse to not try at all

Alcohol only temporarily takes away your problems

Stop blacking out and throwing food at people (they don’t think it’s as funny as you do)

Spend more time with your nana

Keep being yourself

No one is perfect and they are not supposed to be

Keep trying and keep working on yourself, you’ll get better