The Eye Of My Storm

Peace to me, is beautiful silence after a stressful day. Peace to me, is my soul enjoying life without a care in the world. No hate, no sadness, all negativity flushed out. A time when my body, mind, and soul are at equilibrium. Music is my saving grace. When I feel lost and my demons torment me... I grab my earbuds or I wait to be all alone in the house, and you best believe I turn that stuff up!!!!!!!! The feeling of hearing something you love and can connect with, and it's just you or with a friend, it's exhilarating. I can feel my feet and hands moving on their own, sometimes the kitchen becomes a rock concert or the saddest thing on the face of The Earth. Don't get me started on the couch and all that empty space to fill up with my imagination. Simply by renewing for about five minutes does the trick for me. Another thing that brings me peace is mother nature. Sometimes I just stare out the window and watch the trees sway in rhythm with the wind or, the heavy rain accumulating on the driveway. Many times I just take a stroll and look at the beautiful flowers growing. Even squirrels figthing can bring me peace... Without peace, I would be nothing but a bubbling pot of anger, hatred, and sadness. So much happens in so litte. Without a break or something to renew hope with, would be living a meaningless life. One without me and me desires. I need peace in order to say, “This is my life” and to keep trying and trying at this life that never seems to improve.