rhymes as i decay

i lose motivations day by day

i can't do anything i'm afraid

what can save my judgement day

i can't help it but decay

the children outside they play

i leave my feelings on display

on a glass plate covered in clay

what mattered once begins its decay

i can't help it but say

things that breaks down the breaking bay

you can't tie knots that's been frayed

so day by day more i decay

i believe their ultimate betray

they comfort and insist it'll be ok

it might be fine later but not today

your words can't pause my decay

the shart stabbing of pain

the damned feeling of my shame

it hasn't stopped oh i'm afraid

how all i've done since my birth, is decay