Because I don’t think I can wait any longer

I cannot wait until the day where I can yell "I'M FREE" and in all honesty mean it. I can't wait until I can live without worry and I can do what I want, and I'm completely satisfied and confident about my life choices and my instincts. I can't wait until I can make a name for myself in such a way that I will no longer break down at a stranger's glance. I can't wait to feel inspired every single day and I can't wait until someone can tell me that I inspired them somehow. I can't wait to live. Just live. No holding back. But as of right now I can only dream of that type of life and I know I will get there some day but damn it feels so far away and that makes me sad.