A Bundle of Insecurities

I want to write but I don't know-

I don't know what to write about;

I don't know if it's good enough;

I don't know if it's worth your time.

I want to write but I can't think-

I can't think of how to start;

I can't think where to take this;

I can't think of the words that must follow.

I want to write but I'm afraid-

I'm afraid no one will like it;

I'm afraid I will be judged;

I'm afraid it won't make sense to anyone.

You ask me to write without a plan,

(Heaven knows that's all I can ever manage)

But boy do I sometimes wish that

for once,

(just once)

I could have a plan.