Well...I’m Depressed, again

Well...

Look at what happened!

You're depressed again.

It had been so long.

How long?

4 Years ago since I got that sickness.

Darn.

Not again.

I was lying to myself at first.

“It’s just a bad week. It’s ok. Things will get better.”

But a bad week turned into 2 bad weeks.

And two bad weeks turned into 3

And 4...

And now we got ourselves a month.

And I’m still not happy like I was before.

Asking myself,

“When I will smile again?”

Well...

I won’t allow it.

That year was hard,

And this one is harder.

So Get used to it Voidkin,

You can’t let this happen again.

Think positive.

I’m trying.

Maybe I need to try harder.

Maybe I just can’t try at all.

But I don’t want to be sad.

It has been so long since I felt this way.

But stress does a lot to you.

I can fix this.

I hope so...

I need to be happy.

I will try.